나에게 다 괜찮을거라고 말하는 누군가가. 무섭다 이거. 이 삶이가.

One of those familiar days that I feel so empty and have nowhere to run forward to. I used to think I will live happily ever after. Such a naive young girl. Now that I'm here and being the most nobody I have ever been, I'm just afraid that I am hopeless in this life.

 At this point.. I don't know how long can I keep all these up.. the emptiness.. the hopelessness.. the uncertainties.. I feel like giving up for trying.. and for pretending that I am okay..