Wrote the exact same thing on November 14 and back again only to write the exact same thing. It's always me. Always me that's wrong. Have you ever seen yourself in the mirror. It's you that's always randomly scold people and turn off the vibe, but you never realize that. Never. You are always suddenly angry and when the other party is "shocked" and needs time to cool off, you accuse them as being "easily offended" and question them instead of questioning yourself.  It's you that always make things so dramatic, pretending to be cool about it, only to expose it on your social media. It's you that's being talked here and there, not only because of him, but because of you acting as if you're that great.

Last night a friend said to me that she's been having suicidal thoughts. Never did I fancy that it will occur to me right away hours later.